Thursday 24 December 2009

Ishq Magar Kameel Raha....

Rishta tuta, dil bhi tute, ishq magar kameel raha
hath bhi chhute, daman chhuta, bas dil ko dil haseel raha.


Ashko ki kuchh lahare aakar palako pe to thahari thi
Fir bhi saharaa me sadiyo tak aankho ka sahil raha.
hath bhi chhute, daman chhuta, bas dil ko dil haseel raha.

Hum dono jab juda hue, ek duje ke vaste khuda hue,
Muzme tu shamil rahi aur tuzme mai shamil raha.
hath bhi chhute, daman chhuta, bas dil ko dil haseel raha.

Wednesday 23 December 2009

Draft: Date : 22/07/2009

रोजाना शाम जब जलती है 'शफक'
कतरा कतरा आँख पिघलती है 'शफक'


इश्क से पहले, इश्क में औ बाद इश्क के
राहत दीवानों को नहीं मिलती है 'शफक'
कतरा कतरा आँख पिघलती है 'शफक'

खुदा को भी क्या दोष दु, मै जानता हु,
आजकल दुवाए कहा दिल से निकलती है 'शफक'
कतरा कतरा आँख पिघलती है 'शफक'

सुने सुने चुपचाप ये कहकशे सारे,
इन्ही सन्नाटो में फिर बात चलती है 'शफक'
कतरा कतरा आँख पिघलती है 'शफक'

Gazal Bane....

Zindagi me Koi aaye jaye to gazal bane,
Koi Ishq ya nafarat jataye to gazal bane.


Bahot likh liya ashko pe, nami pe humane,
Koi masoom muskuraye to gazal bane.
Koi Ishq ya nafarat jataye to gazal bane.

Furkato ki numayish se ub gayi hai kalam,
Wo ab milane bulaye to gazal bane.
Koi Ishq ya nafarat jataye to gazal bane.

Zuthi tarif bevafao ki ab nahi hoti,
Hume koi ruthane pe manaye to gazal bane.
Koi Ishq ya nafarat jataye to gazal bane.

Jagati raato pe lafzo ko lutaya hai bahot,
Koi ab chain se sulaye to gazal bane.
Koi Ishq ya nafarat jataye to gazal bane.

Unki jafao pe barbad kitne sher hue,
Wo ab jakhm sahlaye to gazal bane.
Koi Ishq ya nafarat jataye to gazal bane.

Bando se jeet, haar aam baat hai 'shafaq'
Khuda se jo kabhi takaraye to gazal bane.
Koi Ishq ya nafarat jataye to gazal bane.

Saturday 19 December 2009

Tuzase....

Meri har khushi tuzase, mera har gilaa tuzase,
Meri thaki hui saanso ka bhi hai silsila tuzase.

Aaj sahar chehare pe ek anjani khushi thi,
raat khwabo me mai shayad fir mila tuzase.
Meri thaki hui saanso ka bhi hai silsila tuzase.

Suna pada hai jism ka kafas, tu ruh thi,
Aabad tha zindagi ka kaafila tuzase.
Meri thaki hui saanso ka bhi hai silsila tuzase.

Thursday 3 December 2009

Adhure Harf.....

Ek adhuri gazal ko sirhane rakhkar
Andhere kamare me,tanaha, bistar pe
lete hue zindagi ke bite hue dino ko yaad kiya.
Sari yaade tatoli, sare vakaye yaad kiye,
ek chiz jo har jagah dikhi, adhurapan.
Kuchh rishte jo pure hokar bhi adhure the,
Kuchh armaan jo ab bhi kameel nahi the,
Kuchh khwab jinko sahar ne adhura rakha tha,
Kuchh ninde jo yaado ke ujalo se so nahi payi,
Ek hasi jisme kahi na kahi ek gam tha hamesha,
Ek ummid jisne abhi tak dam nahi toda tha,
raat ka adhurapan bhi jahan me tha,
Ek ajeeb sa intzar tha shayad kuchh hona hai is raat,
jo is raat ko mukammal kar dega,
Isi soch me aankhe buz gayi fir kabhi nahi jali,
Mere sirhane rakhi us adhuri gazal ko bhi dafan kar dena mere sath,
Meri zindagi ka adhurepan meri maut tak mere sath raha,
Humsafar isase achcha bhala kaha milta muzko.
roz adhuri maut marata tha aur firse adhuri zindagi jita raha mai,
aaj ek chiz puri hui, ek aakhri aur puri maut haseel hui,
tamam zindagi jis purnata ki pichhe duadata raha,
Wo is maut me chhipi thi kahi.
Adhurapan zindagi ko kahate hai shayad.
Maut mukammal kar deti hai safar ko.

Ek adhuri gazal ko sirhane rakhkar
Andhere kamare me,tanaha, bistar pe
lete hue zindagi ke bite hue dino ko yaad kiya.

Na mile hote

Na mile hote na bichhadane ka gam hota,
kash wo bharam ab talak bharam hota.


Fir milenge hi kah diya hota jate hue,
Muzko dard to hota, magar kam hota.
kash ye marasim bas ek bharam hota.

Ab to jeena bhi jaise koi saza hai muzko,
Tu jo hota to sukun muzko har kadam hota.
kash ye marasim bas ek bharam hota.

Friday 27 November 2009

Kuchh Bikhare Khayal...

Suna tha raste agar mil jaye
to manzil tak pahuchana mushkil nahi hota,

Usne jate hue apne pairo ke nishan bhi mita diye the!!
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Abhi abhi to ishq ki shurwat hui thi,
Ki majburan use muze chhodkar jana pada.

raat ka khwab tha subah hote hote tut gaya.
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Usase ek gila hamesha raha muzko,
Ki usne jane ki wajah nahi batayi kabhi.

Kuchh chize kisi na kisi bahanese zinda jarur rahati hai.
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Kal der raat tak seena jalata raha mera,
Uski yaade amuman roz yahi karati mere sath,

Raate jalati hai roz bas dhuaa nahi uthata, roshani nahi hoti.
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Usne kal aakar muze meri sari gazale lauta di,
tasveer bhi jala di khato ke sath,

Maine ishq ko jalate hue dekha hai, marte hue nahi dekha!!
(Ahsaso ka vajud purzo me nahi hota!!)
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Wo bahot der royi mere kandhe se lipatkar,
meri bahe tarbatar bhig chuki thi uske aasuo se.

Kal ke barish me suna hai kuchh purani imarate dhah gayi.
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Ab na dar hai uske jane ka
Na ummid hai lautkar aane ki,
Ab kya vajah hogi 'shafak'
raat me nind na ane ki?

Tu lafzo ke khel me mahir hai,
dilchasp bada tu shayir hai,
Wize kahata hai khudko to fir,
koshish kar dil ko samzane ki
Ab kya vajah hogi 'shafak'
raat me nind na ane ki?

Tu uske jane pe jarur sharminda hai,
hairat hai fir bhi zinda hai,
Ilm hai usko mil jaye to maut uski honi hai,
Kitni jyada hoti hogi shiddat us parvane ki.
Ab kya vajah hogi 'shafak'
raat me nind na ane ki?

Continue........

Thursday 26 November 2009

Naseeb Hai...

Tuzko pana to mukkadar tha,
Tuzko khona bhi naseeb hai,
hum dono ko jeena hai jabki,
rishte ke sir par saleeb hai. (Saleeb: Fasi ka fanda, latakati talwar)

Na koi khata tumhari hai,
na meri galati hai koi,
rishte ki umr hi chhoti thi,
Aur hum bhi kuchh badnaseeb hai.
Tuzko pana to mukkadar tha,
Tuzko khona bhi naseeb hai.

Kuchh lamhe khushiyowale,
Jo humne kabhi jiye honge,
Ab uspar aankhe purnam hai,
Ishq ke khel bhi kitne ajeeb hai.
Tuzko pana to mukkadar tha,
Tuzko khona bhi naseeb hai.

Yaad tuze to karunga mai,
Tu bhi muzko kar lena jara,
Itna to haq hai ab bhi tuzpar,
Itna tu ab bhi kareeb hai.
Tuzko pana to mukkadar tha,
Tuzko khona bhi naseeb hai,

Monday 23 November 2009

Murda Khwab Bhi Hai...

Aankho me kuchh aansu hai aur kuchh murda khwab hai,
kuchh sawal hai aise jinke pahale hi pata jawab hai.

kitna ajeeb ye manjar hai jisme dil ulza ulza hai,
Ashkose labrez hai dil aur mithi si ek taab hai.
kuchh sawal hai aise jinke pata sare jawab bhi hai.

Mai tuzase wafa nibhau ab, ya khudse hi wafa karu,
Yaad hai ab bhi kasam wo teri aur hatho me sharab hai.
kuchh sawal hai aise jinke pata sare jawab hai.

Continue....

Saturday 21 November 2009

Aakhri Dafa.........

Ahsaan hi sahi aakhri dafa muzse milne aana tum
Hai jo mere pas tumhara, sab kuchh lekar jana tum.

yade hai kuchh, aur kuchh pal hai,
khwabo ke kuchh dhundhale mahal hai,
din din bhar ka intzar hai,
aur raate bozal bozal hai.
Jakhmo se chhalani hai dil ab halke se sahlana tum.
Ahsaan hi sahi aakhri dafa muzse milne aana tum
Hai jo mere pas hai tumhara, sab kuchh lekar jana tum.

Tumane likha hua ek khat hai,
aur ek taufa-e-furkat hai
ek tamanna mar jane ki,
aur kuchh jine ki dahshat hai.
Ub gaya hu jite jite, ek aakhri nind sulana tum.
Ahsaan hi sahi aakhri dafa muzse milne aana tum
Hai jo mere pas tumhara, sab kuchh lekar jana tum.

Ek tasveer bhi hai tumhari,mere sirhane rahati hai,
Aur ek tammanao ki imarat jo katra katra dhahati hai,
Aur ek jaan bhi hai meri jo ab meri to nahi bachi,
Ab bebas si saanse bankar mere jism me bahati hai.
Ab tum meri nahi ho koi is dil ko bhi samzana tum
Ahsaan hi sahi aakhri dafa muzse milne aana tum
Hai jo mere pas tumhara, sab kuchh lekar jana tum.

Wednesday 4 November 2009

Laut jate hai chal us daur me ek bar firse,
Aur karenge ek duje se shurwati pyar firse

Jaha se ishq ki alhad si shurwat ki thi humne,
Aur har ek pal jaise ek ek zindagi ji thi humne,
Kitne chizo ko suna tha aur kaha tha dilse,
kitne vade kiye the aur kitni kasme li thi humne
Laut jate hai chal us daur me ek bar firse.


Humko aatho pahar bas ek hi suroor hota tha,
Gar tere sath mai nahi rah yaado me juroor hota tha,
Mere aane ki aahat se tere chehare pe raunak aa jati,
Teri ek did se meri aankho me ek noor hota tha
Laut jate hai chal us daur me ek bar firse.


Bate karne ko maslo ki kaha jarurat padti thi,
ek bat nikalati aur fir apne aap hi badhati thi
Ruthane manane ke us khel me kitna luft hua karta
zara zara si bat pe tum bachcho jaise ladati thi
Laut jate hai chal us daur me ek bar firse.

Ab na wo lamhe, na wo tsavvur,na wo bate baki hai,
Ab shayad apne hisse me kuchh hairan si raate baki hai,
Batane ko kuchh bhi to nahi hai donoke bhi daman me,
Ishq ki ek tahzeeb ki khatir shayad mulakate baki hai.
Laut jate hai chal us daur me ek bar firse.
Aur karenge ek duje se wo shurwati pyar firse


Did: Didar, tahzeeb: aupcharikta,formality

Thursday 29 October 2009

In Dino....

In dino har ek chiz me magruri lagati hai,
Saans lena bhi jaise koi majburi lagati hai.

Daur wo aur tha, tameezdari-au-adab ka shayad,
Aajkal tahjeeb bhi ji huzuri lagati hai.
Saans lena bhi jaise koi majburi lagati hai.

Dur se har shaks har ek rishta kameel sa hai,
kareeb aao to har ek baat adhuri lagati hai.
Saans lena bhi jaise koi majburi lagati hai.

Mayane kurbat ke bhi badale hai jamane ke sath,
Aajkal dosti me bhi bate buri lagati hai.
Saans lena bhi jaise koi majburi lagati hai.

Nahi mumkin hai yu hi jeena isi haal me 'shafak',
tabdili halato me bahot jaruri lagati hai.
Saans lena bhi jaise koi majburi lagati hai.

Maine aksar....

Maine aksar kai rato ko rote bilkhate dekha hai,
Pal pal katate aur subah ki rah ko takate dekha hai.

Abro ki bhid se jab falak ka sina bhar bhar aata hai, (Abr: badal)
taro ki chadar ko chand ka chehara dhakate dekha hai.
Maine aksar kai rato ko rote bilkhate dekha hai.

Ishq ki bate chhod hi do, ishq kisine jana kab,
Ishq ke naam pe aksar logo ko parakhate dekha hai.
Maine aksar kai rato ko rote bilkhate dekha hai.

Wo jo aksar kahate hai mere aashiqui ka unko ilm nahi, (ilm:Jankari)
mere jikar pe sharm se unki nazaro ko zukate dekha hai.
Maine aksar kai rato ko rote bilkhate dekha hai.

Shayad ashko ke bojh se uski nazare zuki zuki si hai,
Kabhi inhi aankhose dilkash khwabo ko chhalakate dekha hai.
Maine aksar kai rato ko rote bilkhate dekha hai.

Achcha hai koi to hai tum rutho to tumko manata hai,
maine to apne ashko ko galo pe hi sukhate dekha hai.
Maine aksar kai rato ko rote bilkhate dekha hai.

Saturday 24 October 2009

Raftah : Chapter 2

Nuktaa ke bare me agar muzase puchha jaye to wo sirf ek insaan nahi balki ek bada mushkil nazeer hai jine ke ek aise tarika ka jisme sahi ya galat jaisi chizo ke liye koi jagah nahi hai, haan ye bhi sahi hai ki wo samaj, sanskar jaise in bhari bharkam shabdo ko sirf shabd hi samazkar jita hai.Uske kamare ko dekhane ke bad muze aaj bhi uske jine ke andaj me rattibhar ka bhi badalav mahsus nahi hua. 8 saal kisi chiz ko sambhale rakhna vakai mushkil hota hai aur jine ke tarike ko sambhalana meri soch se pare hai. Nuktaa ke kursi ke bilkul niche, ek kitab ke bich, ek kagaj rakha hua tha, kitab ka naam to yaad nahi kyuki muze us panne me kya hoga isme jyada dilchaspi thi. Mai apni jagase utha aur us kagaz ko us kitab se nikalkar fir apni jagah baith gaya. Kuchh ladkhadate lafz bikhre hue the us panne par, saaf nazar aa raha tha ki ye Nuktaa ki kalam hai. Adhuri nazm thi, pahale misre ko padhate hi apne aapko Wah! kahane se nahi rok paya. Uske shabdo ka kayal mai jamane se raha hu aur 8 saal bad bhi uski gazalo aur nazmo ka jayaka barkarar tha mere jahan me. Nazm kuchh yu thi:


ख्वाब चुभते है रातभर आखो मे
कर्वटो मे रात का सफर तय होता है.
अन्धेरे को घुरती रहति है आखे,
निन्द मुझको तलाशती है और मै निन्द्को.
जीन्दगि जैसे एक पढी हुइ किताब बन गयी है,
सब कुछ पता है क्या होना है,
ना ही दिलचस्पि बची है न......


Lafzo ki bunai me Nuktaa ka andaz kafi alag hua karta tha aur masha allah aaj bhi wahi bariki aur khubsurati padhane ko mili. Uski adhuri nazm me bhi wo luft mila jo shayad kai mukkamal gazalo me nahi mila tha pichhale kuchh saalo me.
Nuktaa ki cigret bhi apni aakhari saanse gin rahi thi, achanak usne muzase puchha 'Kaha tha itne saal, koi khabar bhi nahi?', Mera dhyan nazm ki pechida kadiyo se nikalkar uske sawal par gaya, Khudko jara sambhalate hue maine kaha 'Bas Bhatak raha tha, aagaj aur manzil dono ka hi pata nahi tha to kya karta'. Nuktta ke sath hi aksar mai is tarike se baate kiya karta tha, aaj kafi lambe arse ke baad juban ko firse wo lahje me baat karne ka mauka mila tha.
Usne jarasa haste hue kaha, 'aagaz ka pata hamesha apne pas rakhna chahiye, kahi nahi pahuch paye to lautkar dobara aagaz pe aa sakte hai'. Hum dono is baat pe muskura diye. Uski is baat ka waise koi jawab nahi tha mere pas par baat ko jari rakhana tha isliye maine kaha 'Pata to tha par sare raste band ho chuke the lautkar aane ke'. Usne mere un lafzo pe ya yu kaho jawab pe apni abroo ko upar kiya. Meri bato ko samazane ke kuchh khas mood me nahi tha wo isiliye shabdo ko tavajjo de raha tha.

Continue....

Tuesday 20 October 2009

Sham!!

Char su bas teri hi teri kami bhar degi,
Sham firse mere kamare ko udas kar degi.


Khidkiyo ki dhup chhav pe nazar rakhta hu,
Tanha itna hu ki aahto ko takata hu,
Ab to shisha bhi dhundala sa pad gaya hai bahot,
Usase apne chehare ko bachaye rakhta hu.
Zindagi ke andherone yu ghera hai muze
Ab sukun to bas maut ki sahar degi
Char su bas teri hi teri kami bhar degi,
Sham firse mere kamare ko udas kar degi.

Continued........

Sunday 11 October 2009

Raftah: Chapter 1

Dusri manjil pe H-3/25 number ka ek 1 BHK flat, bahar ek door bail lagi thi, usko dabane se pahale socha shayad darwaja khula ho, aur waisa hi hua. Darwaja khola to Farsh aur deewar ke rango ke alawa baki sab wahi purane ghar jaisa tha, chize, rakhrakhav, kushbu sab kuchh. Sirf makan badala tha ghar wahi 8 saal purana. Niche bichhe hue bistar ke pas hi 4 glass pade the, 3 khali aur ek jisme jarasi sharab bachi hui thi, usike pas Whisky ki ek khali botal aur ash tray cigret ke filters se bhara pada tha, tajub, abhi tak usme cancer ka koi symptom nahi dikhai de raha tha. Wo glass, jisme jarasi sharab bachi thi use dekhkar yahi lag raha tha ki raat shayad nasha sharab par havi raha. Bistar pe pade chadar ki silvato ne kisi adhuri nazm ka akar le rakha tha. Kapde bistar ke pas thake mande pade the shayad kal ki party ka nasha abhi tak unparse nahi utara tha. Ye tamam halato ka jayaja karne ke bad mere jahan me kuchh der ko ye khayal aaya ki ab bhi is ghar me hosh me rahne ki koi pabandi nahi hai, bura laga ya jalan hui pata nahi par tajub nahi hua ye kah sakta hu. Sach kahu to is ghar me dakhil hote hi yu laga jaise time machine hai aur muze 8 saal pahale ki zindagi se mukhatib karwaya ja raha hai. Kuchh der ke bad achanak ek jani pahchanisi par bhuli hui khushbu ne muze ek soch me dubo diya, fir achanak yad aaya BONG, jo is sham ki khamoshi ko aur jyada dilkash bana rahi thi. Agar dekha jaye to kuchh bhi nahi badla tha, ya yu kaho ki mere liye kuchh bhi naya nahi tha, sari chize, rakhrakhav, kushbu sab kuchh wahi waisa hi.
'Nuktaa' ne apni zindagi ko ab bhi apne giraft me rakha tha, achcha ya bura iske bare me sochane ka man aaj bhi nahi tha mera, 'Nuktaa' ki yahi ada thi 8 saal pahale bhi aur insha allah aaj bhi jyon ki tyon. Mai kuchh kho gaya tha us kamare ki chizo aur mahol me, us kamare se Ta'aaruf me itna dub gaya tha ki 'Nuktaa' ko awaz dena bhi yaad nahi raha, 8 saal pahale ki zindagi se mukhatib hone ki isase behatar jagah waise muze taumr kahi nahi milti.
'Nuktaa' ko dekhne andar ke kamar me jane se pahale hi nazar uthayi to dekha, Wahi chize, rakhrakhav sab kuchh waisa hi. Wahi chasme ki frame, Barmuda aur halke lal rang ki T shirt jispar Om ka symbol bana hua tha. Dekhte hi achanak mere jahan me khayal aya, kal ki raat Bhagwan bhi shayad nashe me honge aur man hi man has diya. Uske hath me ek cigret thi shayad 'Mild' wahi purana brand, muze dekha aur uske chehare ke sust tasur achanak samandar ke tufan ke tarah ufan pade, Mai bhi apne ahsas ko chehare pe aane se nahi rok paya. Kuchh der ek dusre ko dekhate rahe, shayad kya kya badala hai ya kya nahi badala ye dhudane ki koshish ki. 'Nuktaa' to ab bhi vahi tha madmast fakir jo wo khudko kariban pichhale 10 salo se bulata hai, mere me usko shayad kafi badlav nazar aaye honge waise bhi uski nazare muzse kahi jyada tajurbekar thi aur aaj bhi hogi iska blind faith na jane kyo muze aaj bhi tha.

Continued.......

Friday 9 October 2009

Kuchh aur bhi sabab hoga

Kuchh aur bhi sabab hoga
uske chhod jane ka,
Alava iske ki ab ishq me
ravani nahi bachi.

Firse ab khamosh hai sab kuchh,
lafzo me sirf awaz hi bachi hai
wo bhi chubhati hai kano me
aur gunjati hai zahan me raatbhar.
Ek ye bhi vajah hogi shayad
uske chhod jane ki,
Alava iske ki ab ishq me
ravani nahi bachi.

Wo muzme kisi aur ko talashati hai,
Aur ab mere pas to mai bhi nahi bacha
Vajud ke nam par fakat nam bacha hai,
baki to sab lut gaya,uske armano ki kharidari me
Ek ye bhi vajah hogi shayad
uske chhod jane ki,
Alava iske ki ab ishq me
ravani nahi bachi.

Karib itne hai ki saanse bhi takarati hai
Wo saans chhode to saans lu mai,
zindagi bati thi humne, ab saanse bhi bat li
Kurbat se bhi kahi ghutan hoti hai?
Ek ye bhi vajah hogi shayad
uske chhod jane ki,
Alava iske ki ab ishq me
ravani nahi bachi.

Tuesday 12 May 2009

Ye Aasman Bhi Kabhi Kabhi...

Ye aasman bhi kabhi kabhi rakeebo sa lagata hai,
Sara din suraj se jalaata hai aur shab me chand se,
Tare to jaise hifajat ke liye hai chand ke,
Chand ko jara mohabbat se dekho to tut padenge.
Kambakht thik se didar bhi nahi karne deta,
badlo ka naqab chadha deta hai massom si shakal par.
Raat ke andhere me dur tak kuchh nahi hota,
sirf falak ke mathe pe ek gol bindi, balo me kuchh sitare.
Sochta hu agar ek chand aur ek suraj mere jamin ke bhi hote,
iska matha bhi sunaa nahi hota,
Sahar hoti to ek suraj ka diya yaha pe bhi jalta,
Iski bhi julfe lahrati to sitare jagmaga uthate.
Khuda bhi bada chalak hai,
Ishq muze diya aur chand apne mathe pe saja liya,
Roshni muzko de di aur aaftab khud rakh liya.
Andhero se jaked kar rakha muzko aur taro ki fauj aasman par.

Ye aasman bhi kabhi kabhi rakeebo sa lagata hai.

Tuesday 5 May 2009

Kareeb Aa Raha Hu...

Jitna mai khudse kareeb aa raha hu,
aaina dekhanese ghabara raha hu.

Ye sochkar bhi ab to zuk jati hai nazare,
mai bhi kisi ka masiha raha hu.
aaina dekhanese ghabara raha hu.

Saanso ki zid hai aur duae kisi ki,
fakat do bato pe jiye ja raha hu.
aaina dekhanese ghabara raha hu.

Dhire dhire tuzse bhi fasale ho rahe hai,
kaha jana tha aur kaha ja raha hu.
aaina dekhanese ghabara raha hu.

Ye duniya wiezo ki saltnat hai,
kitne saalo se dil ko ye samaza raha hu.
aaina dekhanese ghabara raha hu.

Ab jo jodega koi to ghut jaunga mai,
sadiyo se yu hi mai bikhara raha hu.
aaina dekhanese ghabara raha hu.

Shikayat kyo ho muzko rakeebo se mere,
jab mai hi galtiya apni dohra raha hu.
aaina dekhanese ghabara raha hu.

Parhej hai muzko aankho ki nami se,
Mai jamane se ek tapta sahara raha hu.
aaina dekhanese ghabara raha hu.

Nami Hai...


Sir rakhke royi thi kabhi tu mere kandhe pe,
Ab talak mere jism pe tere ashko ki nami hai,
teri siskiya ab bhi gunjati hai kano me mere,
teri saanse ab bhi meri bahon me thami hai.

raat berham itni ki sitare bhi aftaab hai,
mai tanha, chand tanha, ittefak hai ki ajab hai,
kamoshi, gahra andhera aur tufaan teri yaadon ka
kahi pe tu udas hui hai shayad tabhi mausam kharab hai
nazar aaye kuchh itne bhi ujale nigaho me nahi,
aankhe fir bhi hai ziddi bahot raste pe jami hai.
teri siskiya ab bhi gunjati hai kano me mere,
teri saanse ab bhi meri bahon me thami hai.

Teri aankho se ashko ka nahi koi sailab nikal rha tha,
Mera kamzor ishq tha wo jo katra katra pighal raha tha,
ab wo barish tham to gayi par wo nami barkarar hai
tere ashko ki bundo se kal mera seena der tak jal raha tha.
Ye ilm hai muze bhi ki mukammal ishq hai aaj bhi,
Bas ye kalish hai ki rishte me kahi koi kami hai.
teri siskiya ab bhi gunjati hai kano me mere,
teri saanse ab bhi meri bahon me thami hai.

Monday 27 April 2009

Kitni Duri Hai....

Kuchh samzote hai, kuchh majburi hai,
Bahot kareebi rishto me bhi kitni duri hai.

Dinbhar yu to kahane ko kitni baate hoti hai,
fir bhi gar dekha jaye, har baat adhuri hai.
Bahot kareebi rishto me bhi kitni duri hai.

Dekho ye marj mar na dale masum se rishte ko,
Dava be-asar hai ispe ab to dua jaruri hai.
Bahot kareebi rishto me bhi kitni duri hai.

Do bato se juda tha rishta, do bato se tut gaya
Kuchh meri khata hai shayad, kuchh teri magruri hai.
Bahot kareebi rishto me bhi kitni duri hai.
Achcha hua tu mila nahi muzko,
mil jata to shayad aihmiyat kam ho jati teri,
tuze pa leta to jaise fateh hasil kar leta tuzpe
aur fir bandh leta ek rishta hum dono ko
na mai, mai rahta aur na tuzme tu,
Hasil ho jaye to mohabbat rishta ban jati hai,
aur fir ek din ghutkar dum tod deti hai.

Achcha hua tu mila nahi muzko,
Kitna sukun hai teri yaado me hi,
sahar tak yaad karke bhi jee nahi bharata,
teri ek zalak mila jaye to din mukammal ho jaye,
teri tabassum pe na jane kitne sher likhe honge maine.
jo maja ishq na pakar karne me hai,
wo hasil mohabbat me nahi milta, sach me.

Achcha hua tu mila nahi muzko,

Wednesday 8 April 2009

In Dino....

Gum-e-furkat ki bechaini charo pahar hoti hai,
In dino kaha sham hoti hai, sahar hoti hai.

Tu ab kaun hai meri, apna rishta kya hai,
Ab bhi aate hai tufaan to kyo teri fikar hoti hai.
In dino kaha sham hoti hai, sahar hoti hai.

Laut aaye bhi tu, sambhalana bahot muskil hai mera,
Maut itane karib ho to davaaye beasar hoti hai.
In dino kaha sham hoti hai, sahar hoti hai.

Janata hu lautkar ab nahi aaoge kabhi,
Kitna samzau dil ko ummid magar hoti hai.
In dino kaha sham hoti hai, sahar hoti hai.

Monday 6 April 2009

Hum dono bhi badal gaye....

Pahale pahele bebak the hum tum ahista ahista sambhal gaye,
Kuchh rishta bhi badala shayad kuchh hum dono bhi badal gaye.

Kuchh lamhe aise bhi aaye the ishq mukammal ho jata,
shak au shikayato ki zanzat me wo lamhe bhi nikal gaye
Kuchh rishta bhi badala shayad kuchh hum dono bhi badal gaye.

Ab na tum ho, na wo baate na koi ishq ki surat hai,
Insaani fitrat to dekho yaado me bhi bahal gaye.
Kuchh rishta bhi badala shayad kuchh hum dono bhi badal gaye.

Kuchh der jarur hum ladate rahe furkat garm havao se,
Dhire dhire lekin fir bas katra katra pighal gaye.
Kuchh rishta bhi badala shayad kuchh hum dono bhi badal gaye.

'shafak' rishta hi tha, tutne pe itni taklif kyu,
Saanso ki tarah hi dil ko chhuaa, saanso ki tarah hi nikal gaye.
Kuchh rishta bhi badala shayad kuchh hum dono bhi badal gaye.

Thursday 2 April 2009

Shayad....

ishq haqikat me mukammal kabhi hota nahi shayad.
Agar ye janata to ye rishta pirota nahi shayad

Tune nafarat bhi ki hoti gar nafarato wali,
dafan kar deta is rishte ko wahi, dhota nahi shayad.
ishq haqikat me mukammal kabhi hota nahi shayad.

Tumko hasil kiya tha maine, paya nahi tha?
Agar pa liya hota to yuu khota nahi hsayad.
ishq haqikat me mukammal kabhi hota nahi shayad.

Isi rishte pe maine zindagi zinda rakha tha,
Wo marasim jo apne me kabhi tha nahi shayad.
ishq haqikat me mukammal kabhi hota nahi shayad.

Shayad....

ishq haqikat me mukammal kabhi hota nahi shayad.
Agar ye janata to ye rishta pirota nahi shayad

Tune nafarat bhi ki hoti gar nafarato wali,
dafan kar deta is rishte ko wahi, dhota nahi shayad.
ishq haqikat me mukammal kabhi hota nahi shayad.

Tumko hasil kiya tha maine, paya nahi tha?
Agar pa liya hota to yuu khota nahi hsayad.
ishq haqikat me mukammal kabhi hota nahi shayad.

Isi rishte pe maine zindagi ko zinda rakha tha,
Wo marasim jo apne me kabhi tha nahi shayad.
ishq haqikat me mukammal kabhi hota nahi shayad.

Wednesday 1 April 2009

Kanupriya !!

यह जो मैं गृहकाज से अलसा कर अक्सर
इधर चली आती हूँ
और कदम्ब की छाँह में शिथिल, अस्तव्यस्त
अनमनी-सी पड़ी रहती हूँ....



यह पछतावा अब मुझे हर क्षण
सालता रहता है कि
मैं उस रास की रात तुम्हारे पास से लौट क्यों आयी ?
जो चरण तुम्हारे वेणुवादन की लय पर
तुम्हारे नील जलज तन की परिक्रमा दे कर नाचते रहे
वे फिर घर की ओर उठ कैसे पाये
मैं उस दिन लौटी क्यों-
कण-कण अपने को तुम्हें दे कर रीत क्यों नहीं गयी ?
तुम ने तो उस रास की रात
जिसे अंशत: भी आत्मसात् किया
उसे सम्पूर्ण बना कर
वापस अपने-अपने घर भेज दिया


पर हाय वही सम्पूर्णता तो
इस जिस्म के एक-एक कण में
बराबर टीसती रहती है,
तुम्हारे लिए !



कैसे हो जी तुम ?
जब मैं जाना ही नहीं चाहती
तो बाँसुरी के एक गहरे अलाप से
मदोन्मत्त मुझे खींच बुलाते हो



और जब वापस नहीं आना चाहती
तब मुझे अंशत: ग्रहण कर
सम्पूर्ण बना कर लौटा देते हो !


By Dharmveer Bharati

Awara Gazal !!

Awara Gazal, aashique alfaz aur bebak tasvvur hai,
bahaki bahaki fizayen hai aur halka halka suroor hai.

Na khuda ko maine dekha hai na khuda janata hai muzko,
Apni to ibadat maykashi hai hum maykhano me mashur hai.
bahaki bahaki fizayen hai aur halka halka suroor hai.

Tune nafarat ki jo neki hai, maine ishq kiya jo gunaah hua
Meri vafao se sharminda tu, teri jafao pe muzko guroor hai.
bahaki bahaki fizayen hai aur halka halka suroor hai.

Tahzib ki baate chhod zara, awarapan ka luft bhi le
Yaha har nigah ko nazar nahi yaha dur dur tak daijur hai. daijur= Dark.
bahaki bahaki fizayen hai aur halka halka suroor hai.

Friday 20 March 2009

In Dino...

In dino nind bhi rishto si ho gai hai kuchh kuchh,
raat se subah tak bhi sath de nahi pati.
Bachpan me maa datati thi fir bhi utha jata nahi tha,
Ab maa datati hai sari raat sota kyu nahi.

Ek to nind nahi aur uspar raat andheri,
falak pe chand wo bhi dur bahot dur tanha.
Aur kuchh khayal purane kitabon jaise,
Kai baar padhe hue wahi kuchh khas panne,
Kuchh tute rishto ke jakhmo ke daag ab hai jahan me,
Pura din zuth me gujarata hai,
aur fir raat un zuth ki tarafdari karne me.
Insaan bhi har marj ki dava dhund hi leta hai.
Puri raat par ek chiz ki talash jari rahti hai,
aankhe bechain hokar dudhati rahti,
jism thak jata hai dhund dhunkar,
par nahi milti, sari raat nahi milti,
fir achanak subah se kuchh der pahale achanak
wo lipat jati hai aakar aur sula deti hai.
Nind bhi kambakt mere dosto se ziddi hai.
In dino nind bhi rishto si ho gai hai kuchh kuchh,
raat se subah tak bhi sath de nahi pati.